Boys, · Boys, · Boys

261. Some how I am down 40 since the last time I check in. 2.88/296.8. Bicep, triceps,shoulders, chest.

SO I figured what I'm doing this summer, I'll be at school, working at the theater festival. It's a big step. I hope I can handle it. I also would like to loose weight this summer. This is starting to get redic. Not saying big isn't beautiful but I would not mind losing 10 or so pounds. I need to figure out a way to put exercise back in my life. Boo.

I am so emo...

So I mad someone mad today. I don't normally use livejournal for stuff like this but I feel like I need to. I was talkin with a friend about her boy situation. I'm at school for the summer and she likes a boy in my program and one at home. I was the one who told her that a guy in her program liked her and she starts flirting with him. Tonight I told her that I wasn't sure if she was just stringing him along or if she actually liked him and I said so. And she got really upset. But what was I supposed to think? She didn't tell me anything that was going on with the two of them, and maybe I should have just trusted her that she knew what she was doing and I'm sorry that what I said came out the way it did. But I honestly wanted to know and I'm really sorry that I caused her any pain but I didn't mean for it to come out that way.
And it's crappy becuase we still have 7 weeks and she is one of the people I am closest in the program and I don't want this to ruin things. The guilt is eating me.

Something to make you smile...

Trying to get back into the whole posting thing. Its more healthy this way. So I'm taking voice lessons which is awesome but they cost 500 which I thought I would not have to pay for until the end of the semester but it look like thats not the case. and I can't stop, because if you complete 10 lessons they take 200 dollars off but if you quit, you still have to pay the full 500 so I don't know what to do. ugh money sucks when you don't have it.

i'm on campus but classes don't start until the 7th...and i'd like to point out my new icon

So today for a last hoorah, my family went and visited my uncle in TN. He's a preacher at a baptist church in Chatanooga(sp). It was cool, I got a shout out in church. He was talking about praying for those who are going back to school and the he said "And Morgan here is going back to school this week so pray for her too" I love my uncle. He's actually my mom's uncle so I had secretly always thought of him as kind of like my grandfather because both of my gradfathers died before I was born. But today I realized that my brother and parents felt the same way and now I'm just filled with love for my family...and my mother kind of. I can't wait to go back to school because my mother is driving my crazy. I don't think she really likes that fact that I am going back to school so she tries to but her hand in everything. I really would like these last few days to as painless and possible but she make it really really hard. I leeave thursday!

So I'm still awake, even though I have to get up and run(gasp I know me running, but i'm trying) I guess that all. I'm house sitting friday and sat, then off to see my uncle before I go back to school which is in a week if you can believe it! But lucky for me classes don't start until the 7th...of sept.

Saw Pirates Of the Caribbean tonite at midnight with sammy and it was ammmmaaazzziiing! Om my...I don't think I can sleep.

So I just baked a peach crisp and cleaned my kitchen at the same time. I am amazing. I would make a great wife. I really want to eat it but I know it's really hot becasue I just took it out of the oven like 5 minutes ago. Mmmmm peachy.
My dad didn't have work today so we just ran arrans. My dad had a meeting so I dropped him off and went to borders where I ran into Lilliana. She's going to Celo thrid session...lucky. I also registered for my summer school class. I'm taking intro to painting...should be interesting.

So today I had to take a friend of my mom's home and he speaks only spanish. I have taken spanish since I was 5 and afraid of speaking becasue I don't want to be wrong. So we get in the car to drive and he starts to speak to me in spanish and I freak out but some how I manage to answer his questions, it wasn't a very long concersation, but at the end he tall me that I have good spanish! He jokingly adds better then him :). Needless to say I feel better about my speaking abilities.

So I just watched the children's show Lazy Town because I'm at home and don't have much to do and I realized that I'm jealous of a pre-pubescent girl. She basically doing what I want to do with my life except on the stage and she hasn't even graduated high school.

So I have to take a course this summer to make up for another one and I went to pay for it...my does one course at emory for the summer 3,800 dollars? I think thats less then williams. needless to say, i can't really pay that. so now I have to ask to registar if i can take a course elsewhere and still get credit. Ugh I'm worried.